9/7/23

Today was the worst day ever. I'll just explain it real quick.

So I only had my one class today, English Literature, and that wasn't really anything too special. The professor commented on my Sublime shirt.

After that class I went to the library to get some homework done. I got a little bit done, but then the motorcycle guy messaged me.

So for some backstory, yesterday, the motorcycle guy on Facebook Marketplace lowered the price of the motorcycle I was obsessed with from $2,000 to $1,600. So obviously I messaged him again that I was interested and I said I could probably pick it up tomorrow because I'm literally free all day after 10:45. He said there was already someone scheduled to pick it up tomorrow but he would message me if they didn't show.

So then today, he messaged me that the guy didn't show up and that I could get it. So obviously I was really excited because yesterday I was talking to Janell how there was probably a less than 1% chance he'd message me. But he did, so I drove home as fast as I could and my dad was like, "Why are you so happy?" and I told him that he'd be mad. So I told him about it and he was more than mad. I pulled out every argument and counter-question whatever that I could, but for some reason he absolutely despises me and motorcycles. He said I didn't have his blessing to go get it. What does that even mean. At least mom realizes that this is something I really want. She still didn't want me going to get it. Says it's too far away. The thing is, St. Louis is not that far away. Some people drive two hours every day to get to class or a job or whatever. Also Janell was literally in St. Louis doing a tour of the courthouse up there today. I could've gone up there, got it, and been back by 4:30. Instead, they said no and I did absolutely nothing for the rest of the day. I'm trying to live my life to the fullest out here and instead I just have to stay home, playing video games and eating pop tarts. It's stupid.

1/10 day. Lost best chance I had.